My Life Uncensored
Today is… actually good. Like, my brain isn’t screaming at me for once. It’s quiet. Calm. Steady. And honestly, that alone feels like a small victory. But wait there’s more ! Call of Duty has been going surprisingly well. Or at least, I haven’t accidentally blown myself up yet. I’ve been sticking to core, because … Read more
I was in bed. Blanket pulled up. Water at my lips. My brain wouldn’t stop. Loops spinning, tightening, asking the same questions I’m sick of answering: why am I always alone? Why can’t I feel light? Why does it always feel like it’s me against everything? I hated it. I hated the ache. I hated … Read more
Leaving is a single, clean thought. It arrives like relief. Like finally setting something heavy down. Staying is the moment after that thought passes. When you realize you’re still here. When your body keeps breathing even though you didn’t agree to it. People think survival is instinct. They don’t understand how much effort it takes … Read more
This piece reflects on self‑sabotage and emotional numbness. It’s about understanding the impulse, not glorifying harm. There are moments when I push against myself just to feel something. Not because I crave drama, but because feeling nothing feels like fading away. When everything seems flat, even a bit of discomfort can remind me I’m still … Read more
It jumps from one thought to the next like everything is urgent, like if I don’t figure it all out right now something bad will happen. Old conversations. Things I should’ve said. Things I shouldn’t have. Future problems that don’t even exist yet. It all piles up until I feel exhausted just lying still. Overthinking … Read more
Somewhere between silence and noise, between the thoughts you hold onto and those that slip away, there’s this space. This is it. Welcome to Notes 2 Noone — a haven for the words that get lost, the feelings that simmer, and the truths you can’t voice. Here, there’s no judgment, no expectations, no pretending. Just … Read more