My Life Uncensored
The last few days have been a bit of a rollercoaster. Chaos mixed with calm, where nothing big happens, but still, a lot does. It’s like time is moving both too fast and too slow at the same time. Late winter always feels a little strange to me. Everything is gray and tired, like the … Read more
The Weight The past few days have felt heavy in a quiet way. Not loud. Not dramatic. It’s the kind of weight that sits behind your ribs. It makes your breathing feel a little shallower when the room gets too still. I’ve been carrying something that doesn’t fully make sense. The kind of invisible blame … Read more
The last few days have been a slow slide into gray. Snow falls outside, heavy and relentless, like the sky is trying to bury the world quietly. I lie in bed, lights still on, watching YouTubers scream through multiplayer matches while I hover somewhere between entertained and completely detached. Explosions on screen. Silence in the … Read more
Today is… actually good. Like, my brain isn’t screaming at me for once. It’s quiet. Calm. Steady. And honestly, that alone feels like a small victory. But wait there’s more ! Call of Duty has been going surprisingly well. Or at least, I haven’t accidentally blown myself up yet. I’ve been sticking to core, because … Read more
I woke up and hit play. Suddenly, my bed turned into a concert venue. It became a dance floor and a slightly sketchy performance space. One minute I’m saving the planet with Lil Dicky. The next moment, I’m yelling at imaginary dogs. I start flailing like I just realized I have arms. Then, I’m getting … Read more
Last night was one of those rare moments when everything felt easy and light. No past worries in the shadows. No need to be anyone other than myself. We were just laughing and wandering with no plan. We talked about nothing important. We teased strangers in small, silly ways. It felt like the world’s weight … Read more