My Life Uncensored
You left me in a hospital. You don’t get to complicate that. You don’t get context. You don’t get excuses. You knew I was scared. You knew I was vulnerable. You knew staying mattered. You left anyway. That single action outweighs every kind word you ever spoke. It overrides every promise. It exposes every lie … Read more
My mind has tried to erase me in ways that seem reasonable. Not dramatic, not loud, just persistent enough to feel justified.
This piece reflects on self‑sabotage and emotional numbness. It’s about understanding the impulse, not glorifying harm. There are moments when I push against myself just to feel something. Not because I crave drama, but because feeling nothing feels like fading away. When everything seems flat, even a bit of discomfort can remind me I’m still … Read more
I live on the edges of other people’s lives. Not missing—just not needed. I’m the one you talk to when there’s no better choice. The placeholder. The almost. People don’t leave with a bang. They drift away, forget to reply, pick someone else, and don’t even realize they’ve chosen. Somehow, I’m always on the losing … Read more
It jumps from one thought to the next like everything is urgent, like if I don’t figure it all out right now something bad will happen. Old conversations. Things I should’ve said. Things I shouldn’t have. Future problems that don’t even exist yet. It all piles up until I feel exhausted just lying still. Overthinking … Read more
At night, I tear myself apart. Not just in my mind, but with precision. I lay out every part of me on a cold table and start slicing through—thought by thought, memory by memory until nothing feels human anymore. I go over my life like it’s evidence in a case where I’m both the victim … Read more
Somewhere between silence and noise, between the thoughts you hold onto and those that slip away, there’s this space. This is it. Welcome to Notes 2 Noone — a haven for the words that get lost, the feelings that simmer, and the truths you can’t voice. Here, there’s no judgment, no expectations, no pretending. Just … Read more